Friday, June 29, 2012
Saying Something and Nothing
I don't really know who reads my blog. So I deliberately don't use my children's names. And I've tried to avoid making it clear where I live. So today I am torn. I really feel compelled to blog about something going on in my life. Yet, I really feel like I cannot without taking a HUGE LEAP OF FAITH and reveal Where In The World I Blog From. I know that Glennon is very open about both where she lives and her children while others are more vague, giving their children WAY MORE ADOREABLE nicknames than I do (think Snuggles). So I am in a quandry. Perhaps no one is reading this (short of those that love me... Cousin L, I am thinking of you!) and therefore it doesn't matter. But those who love me, follow me other places (think FB) and so they know what I/we are enduring right now. It is scary. And unbelievable. Somewhat inspiring. And nauseating. I've been quite ill with a migraine most of the week from the stress of it all. But we are perservering and are so blesssed in MANY, MANY WAYS. I now have a BRHB (Big Red Headed Boy) living with me, but that is the easy part of the story. His mother thinks I am doing her the favor when in reality, helping her pulled me out of the depths of ickyness. So today I am trying to say SOMETHING while truly saying NOTHING at all.